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previous . 5:37 p.m. 2007-10-18 . next i am so crushed out its embarrasing. we agreed it isnt leading anywhere, but she bought me new wheels for my deck, and my body just pulls me along until i'm standing close enough to touch her. I dont think i want a relationship now. I'm still messed up and scared and hurt and i have one hard stone in my stomach whe n i think about trusting someone. i know gettinfg into this wouldnt take us anywhere good. i don't even want to fuck her. I just want to lie next to her and touch her face. I thought my heart was completely fucked, but i guess even when its hurting it still works. the wheels are fluoro green. |